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Summer is over
Just got back from my farewell dinner at Nick and Stef's and boy am I stuffed! So, after that whole Marc thing hit the ground, it only took a couple of days for it every last remainence of it to be incinerated to oblivion. I went home and did a recital. After having a few lessons with Kari, my voice was doing great. I was sure I would rock the auditions...but fucked them hard in the ass. Greeeeat. The first couple of weeks of school were hell. Didn't get cast in the opera or the scenes, totally embarrassed myself in front of studio class, broke down in a lesson, failed a test, got my bike stolen and I quit my work. But I got into chamber choir and went to Hawaii! woo hoo! After all that is said and done, school is still stressing me out. I have a feeling this year is going to be a lot harder than last year so maybe it is a good thing I am not in opera. I have my application for Austria all filled out and ready to go. It looks as if everything is in order; I hope it makes it through. Although I have a lot to look forward to next semester, I don't think I would be able to handle not being able to go. Just don't think about it Merrie. I am hanging out with Wes and Gabe a lot. Not at the same time of course, but I think I am leading them on. I feel like a total bitch, but I really do feel for them both. It's not my fault that they still really like me a lot. Ah, I am pathetic. Ok! Ich muss meine Hausaufgaben machen!
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