|Current mood:|| worried|
|Current music:||the Kinks|
confused...scared...welcome back Merr!
I just can't get over it. We hung out Thrusday and Friday and I can't get over him. He truely cares. He really gives a crap about me.
Do I really want a bf though? I had so much fun flirting with boys last night, I don't know if I am ready to give that up. I don't know if I am ready to have a counterpart...although he would be a really good one. That is for sure.
And then to think that we will have this summer together and then next semester...but then I leave. A long distance thing is something that I will not be able to handle.
God he is so sweet. This is so fast.
Kathy loved him when she met him. AHHHHH!!! This sucks.
I guess I will just have to keep reminding myself to keep calm and just let things go. If only it were that easy.
(I got a place to live next year! woo hoo!)