|Current mood:|| nostalgic|
The show is over..."and my soul had gone out into it." I am so glad that I got to know so many great people in this show. It is also extremely sad that I will not see them half as much anymore :(. I am going to miss Brandy the most I think...well, and Gabe.
Over the past couple of weeks we have grown closer and closer at rehearsals and after parties. After we partied that Friday together we had sat together on the bus from Palm Springs and then hung out all that weekend. He ended up spending the night once last weekend and twice this weekend. We had a talk at the cast party (while we were both fucked up) and realized houw weird and scary it was how much we really liked eachother in such a short amount of time. It took us a while to admit it but we finally got to the conclusion that we both think this thing is a bigger deal than we might have first expected.
This guy is friggin' awesome, and cute and talented and the sweetest guy I think I have ever met in my life. Confident in himself enough to make me like him, but shy enough to make me feel absolutely comfortable around him. I just wish I had more time to hang out with him right now. And just when I thought I didn't need a bf, just when I had given up all hope in the opposite sex and was content in being alone and enjoying myself...here comes the man of my dreams. It's really hard to put that into words...but really, this guy may be just about perfect. AND HE LIKES ME! I don't know, I guess I will have to find out mor about him.
I'm sick so I had better get back to bed.