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Overwhelmed and Overworked
Have you ever been loaded with so many things to do and so much pressure that you feel you're gonna crack anyday now? well that's me these days...first i have all the books and stuff to do in mrs. fletchers class, and then i have a TOK presentation due soon, and a spanish oral for my IB diploma. AHHHH!!! plus mrs. campbell (spanish teacher) keeps piling homework on us every day and a resumen every week. I guess she thinks if we get a break we might be happy or something ?i don't know just a theory. Also, I'm kinda desperate now that prom is just around the corner. I wanna go but I not in a hurry to go alone either. I promised Naomi that i would ask Amanda Foster but, I haven't yet. I guess I'm holding out for Tatum. It could be a long shot alright but I don't know I'm kinda reluctant to give up just yet. Whut pisses me off even more is that I think she likes Justin D. She turns around to stare and talk to him in Spanish class like every 10 seconds. It pisses me off everytime. I don't know. I wanna be mad at Justin but I know he didn't really ask for it. So I guess I'm not going to. It frustrates me because I don't know who to be mad at. I am happy that him and Kayla talk though. I just wish they would hurry and close the deal. Ya know, just start going out already. I mean she talks about him all the time and really do want her to be happy and be with the guy she wants to be with. But, being as single as long as I have you sort of get lonley and jealousy sets in pretty easily.If Tatum doesn't show any kind of sign of interest soon I'm gonna just go ahead and ask Amanda. All this just frustrates me and stresses me out so I'm kinda in a bad mood these days. I hope something good happens soon or I really will crack under the stress.