|Current music:||Paul McCartney and Michael Jackson "Say Say Say"|
I'm here and i'm blonde!
Man it's been a long few weeks since school let out...here's the update..well i've been working at Rigdon Park and i've got a car now so i live out of it working seven days a week. I do come home at about eight o'clock cuz i get off everyday at about 7:30. The real thing on my mind though is the recent rejection i just went through.... i work with a girl named tabitha and i liked her alot...so we flirted and stuff and things were great but the days between us had our ups and downs....some days she would ignore me and i would get pissed and other days things would be great....well she got word from the other people i work with that i had said "she needs to tell me how she feels so i can know if she's leading me on or not cuz i feel like she is"....well then she confronted me about it and i asked her if she liked me at all....and i got the all to familiar line...."i just think we should be friends"...so now i'm back to the way i wuz be4 i wuz going with Amanda.......lonely...i sit alone at night doing absolutely nothing with myself...and i have to see tabitha at work everyday...and it hurts it really does cuz i know she doesn't want me and i can't have her because of that. I hope things get better for me in the department of girls...i guess i've always imagined myself having that classic "summer fling"...oh well.
On a much lighter note....I GOT HIGHTLIGHTS AND THEY'RE BLONDE!!! i got my hair highlighted blonde and i think it turned out really well.. no one from school has me but i hope to get a picture up soon....
I pray things get better cuz i'm exhausted.