|Current mood:|| loved|
|Current music:||maggie chewing up her shoe|
up up up and away!
i feel like i could fly today! just the way looking at sammy makes me fell is so amazing! and..as he said in his journal, i get to wake up to him for the rest of this week! that always starts my day out perfect!
today was so hectic..mom and dad left this morning. i went to bed at 4 so i don't remember them waking me up at 5! lol but i got up at 3:30 and realized i had to be at the bank by 4:30! i got online while i was eating my chicken nuggets and talked to sammy for a few minutes..then aaron showed up...one of his friends died and he went to the funeral today..i feel like i was no help...i feel like i never am anymore...i use to always make him feel better.. :( sorry hun...so i get cleaned up and get to the bank..then i come home and clean the house a bunch..then sammy gets here..i go up and take a shower then i get out and we are off to aldi's!! we get groceries for the weekend and then go to walmart to pick up the things we couldn't get there and pick up my prescription! we see justin and i wasn't paying attention so i almost hit a truck..not good! lol then i hit a fuckin curb! i hate driving...and sammy hates driving with me! lol so from now on i think he's gonna drive all the time..when he's 24 this october he can drive my car! anyway then i take him to his house to get his laundry and i run to payless to get milk bc aldi's and walmart didn't have 1%...i'm very picky about my milk! so we finally get home and put up the groceries. we walk into the house and matt and 3 of his friends are in the garage getting high..ugh then he argues with me about the girls not coming over..as we're putting up the groceries grandma and grandpa come in...with matt getting stoned in the garage! they stay for just a few minutes and leave..i start the dishwasher and laundry...between us we have 7 loads! i already have 3 or 4 done i think..well started they aren't all done..so i do laundry and dishes all night..sammy made dinner...stir fry...holy hell that shit is good! lol and then i did some more dishes and laundry and made cheesecake which is chilling in the fridge! (not hanging out, getting cold and setting! hehe) sammy is laying down..he has a headache..oh now he is up! and the cheesecake will be done at 12:40! ahahahaha!
so..even though all of this went on today...i'm ok, because i could fly today!