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Hi. im kinda sad now. suddenly dun feel like chatting with him**. here's how i feel.
im ur godsister ok. yet u wun even trust me enough to tell me the ans to the competition. ak who cares about that. speaking about keeping secrets. u always ask me for all my secrets, and gossips. i tell u EVERYTHING. ok EVERYTHING. when im feeling down, i tell u all, u keep it. and when im telling u about other ppl's secrets, u just go ahead and PROMISE me never to tell out. in the end, u go and disturb pple and when i ask u, u say nth. NEVER MIND. now u won't even trust me enough to tell me the ans. nvm. and u dun wna tell me ur blog?? indeed im hurt by this. i seriuosly am. but im nvr gonna say it out. when u said, no. after about 1/2 hr of BEGGING u to tell me the ans, man i was hurt. hurt enough to stop talking on msn alrdy. hurt that u're my godbro, yet aft i beg u so SO many times, u still fail to tell me the ans. ARGH. u've been there for me everytime i needed u. everytime i need u u're there. i LOVE u. but sometimes it ain't all about me. i too wna know about u. about ur blog, about ur secrets and stuff. aiya. no one'll understand. i dun know if u're alright now. but all i know is that i am not alrgiht. after i said i gtg, u said ok hahaha bye. i had no feeling to laugh along. and u called me a noobstress. i didn't know how to react, cause im not in the right mood. perhaps it's just me i guess. and i don't deny that im not crushed by this. my feelings and emotions are crushed. seriously crushed.
yeah. that's my rant. HAHA lame. okok.
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