|Current mood:||Frustrated and stupid|
|Current music:||"Like A Dog"&"Come To Your Senses" Tick Tick Boom!|
He's still gone and I still miss him and I know I shouldn't. I still find myself wanting him, but nothing will ever come out of it. I just want him to feel the same as I do. I know when he comes home he'll want me, but not the way i want him too. I'll go to him, because I know he wants it. He hasn't changed at all, and he probably never will. I'll probably end up hurt again and again. It's just he makes me so happy and yet makes me feel like shit at the same time. I just don't know how to get closure. But I think the main reason is because I don't want it.
Well at least today was a pick up~ Em's grad party was a blast. I don't know what I would do with out my friends... but again - I couldn't get him out of my mind all day. He just pops up! -- Neway... I so shouldn't have worn those shoes! especially on that slide!! .. rita: "And I'm not even getting paid!!" skip: "Don't say that around little kids!" rita: "What?! I said i'm not getting paid." skip: " OH! I thought you said Laid!" --- good times guys!! --- you make my day!