| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | Good Charlottle-"If You Leave" |
Things just go all downhill from here...
::yawns then stretches as she sits down at her uncomfortable computer chair and logins::
Wow….everything is happening so fast ::laughs softly:: Tina and Tim are engaged…again! And now so are Brit and Tony! ::smiles:: I’m so happy for Brit…she deserves to be truly happy and Tony has made that possible. Wow…it’s 8 AM and I’m up ::yawns again:: I couldn’t go back to sleep because something…well someone was on my mind. I just don’t know what to think about him. Grr…he doesn’t like me back…but I am in love with him ::looks away:: I can’t help myself…no matter what I do, when he talks to me my heart flutters. Then he tells me he can’t be with me and my heart breaks into a million little pieces, which he steps on over and over again.
Maybe I’m just being selfish ::shrugs:: The only thing I know is that I want him, I need him. I want to wake up to him with his arms wrapped tightly around me and be greeted by his face which is smiling ::sighs:: I want him to take me in his arms and tell me he loves me over and over again and that he CAN be with me and that there are no obstacles in our way. We could live happily ever after ::laughs softly:: But unfortunately that may never happen. He just doesn’t love me back the way I love him. I’m sure your all reading this right now asking who I am talking about. All I have to do is mention roses, whine, dimming the lights, and trapt ::laughs:: He knows who he is ::shakes head:: I’m sorry that I feel this way…I really am. But I cannot help myself…I’m in love with you.
~*Sam*~
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