last night, i found out.. while i was at a relative's place.. my mum tried to commit suicide.
THIS is the last straw. no more happy happy joy joy covering up, i've had ENOUGH of this crappy life, i want OUT, DAMMIT!
im gonna face facts now. all i am is a FAT LAZY BUM who can't be ARSED to fix ANYTHING in my life, and i'm just an ANNOYANCE to everyone around me.
anyway if i'm causing my mum so much stress then i'd better just LEAVE, cos its one large chunk of stress gone anyway.
this may be my final post. today will be the usual cheerful outlook, but the test comes TONIGHT.
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