Went maternity clothes shopping yesterday. None of it really seems to fit me. But I cannot fit into my clothes anymore. Monday I go in for my first ultrasound and to draw more blood. I had my first appointment last month. Just with the nurse to discuss family history and health and such. When mom and dad were here he did the pencil and string trick. It said I am gonna have girl, boy, girl, boy. But the first girl and boy didn’t have much of a pause in between. Its strange because before that I have been having dreams of twins. I have been so worried about that lately. And I still have this feeling that it will be a girl. So much has happened since I last wrote. Too much to remember or even write about. RJ got sick and he got me sick and I have been like that ever since. I am still really scared about the giving birth part. I am starting to show. I am more tired and more cranky and emotional and totally ready to quit working. I just don’t want to get up in the morning and I hate dealing with retarded customers. I am kinda sad about not working outside anymore too. Ryan is gone again. He went home on leave for his bday. Travis got married on the 3rd. That was pretty awesome. He is joining the Army too and leaves in a few weeks.
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