|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||Chevelle- The Clincher|
I'm apart u.u
Well, I hung out with my friends last night. For the first time in a month I think, at least taht we've all been together. I felt so horrible cause vince's friends and my friends really weren't getting along. well, cristina and tim weren't. The others were just themselves and my vince was just sleepy. I hate this feeling. I don't feel like I'm part of my group of friends anymore. They're all nice to me still, but I know it's true. They don't consider me one of them anymore. It hurts really bad. I know it's my fault though. I've kind of pushed everyone away, except vince. I don't know, everything is just going so crazy lately. I'm getting things from college almost every week, ordering graduation stuff, a convention and my birthday and tons of my friends birthday's are next month. Please you guys, forgive me, I'm so sorry -gives all of her friends a hug- I can't appologize enough, I didn't mean to push you guys away please for the love of god forgive me. If you have it in your hearts to do so.