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[This steak sub is rocking my face]
The only draw back to this medicine is you black out when you drink
&wake up with vague memories.
Nonetheless,
from what I remember-
I laugh inside. &probably outwardly. I just can't feel it.
It was sarcastic
&you were too
&I think that constitutes
a moment.
Yes yes yeah sure, def. def.
I totally agree
In the event I go too far to self entertain-
well, actually
That's you're only warning.
I can't feel my knuckles on my right hands.
Swollen.
Swollen
&bloody
&scraped
&bruised.
Punch as if you're going through them.
Once again, I do not think Sway should be playing in the store.
The new Yeah yeah yeah's album is different than their norm
but it's
-fucking A-
Heads will roll
There was a lodge mentioned & it's ironic
It's where I took Cameron
That night-
[&those videos will be uploaded & posted FYI world]
[I fell in love with you Cameron!]
We made love.
As in,
he took his time with every inch of me.
Despite his fight earlier that night-
I think he knew he was ok
now that he was with me
in that room.
Besides, we were interrupted earlier by loud thuds & a screaching voice//
-camera rolling
&I am calm.
&I am happy.
&I thank you.
I miss mah luvvah bunneh =[
Drunk by 9am
In the woods
&vienna sausages
I told him about last night.
&now I'm hot for some reason.
It hurts to make a fist.
There's been so many moments it seemed super natural to just say 'I love you'
&my insides go crazy.
&I keep my mouth shut.
&I wait.
Love is so relative.
Whatever that means.
I still can't believe I fell on the coffee table, so SNL style//crash crash
Hilarity.
I love my bueno.
I'm taking a nap when I get home.
&I'm completely astonished at the word altruistic being used. Still.
To this day.
Amazed.
Fan Mail
Hmmphh....
this is probably gonna be more embarrasing to me **than it is gonna be to you but...
**sorry that my friends hate you so much that they have to call you up at all hours of the night just to disturb you & "your luvvah"
...i awoke to laughters "funny jokes" & "oh so hiliarious disturbances" of you & Cam
& *****if you didn't know, some people do have work in the morning & some rude messages aren't approved of. I don't have a problem with you Stephanie....just my friends. So get over yourself & do the best you can to make Cam happy. that's all I ask. &*** if you're so brave... as it seems... the way you leave such threatening messages... step up for once... ***didn't seem like you had such the guts to do it the night you were in the "man shack" when i stood up to you.... *** just hide out like before
howevever...you aren't shit to me & won't ever be. Like Cameron has already told me...**you'll never measure up to me. Second best is never good enough. live up to your name & live with you're pitiful insecurities
by the way....if i wanted Cameron.... ***i could have him whenever I wanted...
count on that, if not anything else......
If this means anything...
from what I've heard & the little I've seen..
**you're beautiful
***take this as a truce...b/c this will probably be the only chance you get...***
&this altruistic dispostion I'm showing is probably only b/c it's early in the morning...I'm tired...& I've just been woken up to some childish bullshit ***so feel so lucky.... otherwise.....I wouldn't be so subtle
grow up & stop feeling sorry for yourself
everybody hurts.
so ***GROW THE FUCK UP!
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I don't want Cameron. He's yours now
& believe me when I say this............ he's your BEAUTIFUL DISASTER
I do still love him him & always will.
nothing you do or say will ever change that....same with him.
so please don't rub that in my face.
**I have no problem with you...like I said.
but if you bring him into it....
it's a whole different matter.
***so please just stop with the childish drama & give up.
***I don't have a problem with you as long as you do him right.
**TRUCE? that's all I ask
But Stephanie...**don't you EVER hurt him.
He deserves so much better than you or me.
But if it's you he wants, then it it's you he wants.
Just don't let him down.
***things I found most amusing.
A round of applause.
&drinks on me.
Tonight will be Epic.
Lizz/Mark/Ro
Cameron put the shotgun away just in case, lol.
Roller fucking Derby!!!
Watch some bad ass bitches
knock one another around
-on wheeles-
Hell yes.
booze.
check.
grilongirl action
-of course-
Lizz&I can cuddle all night ^___^
there will be havoc
&a hunt.
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