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"Just so you know, I can't wait to see you"
Help!
I'm really starting to feel like a Manager//
& I expected to be treated as your superior.
I may be half your age, missy
but I'll be damned if you don't get the boot
for not respecting me or neglecting my demands.
[Fucking rich bitch snobs]
Who never had to work a day in their life
Baby, I'm a restaurant whore-
you better believe you're going to have work to do.
I busted my ass since I was 16.
This job is so gotdamn easy.
I almost felt guilty for getting paid when I started here.
[Not these days! $$$$]
I get my shit together-
I organize your job
&you can't do it?
You're going to clock out right in my face?
Oh honey!
I already have your replacement + permission from my superiors!
Yeah, I move that quick.
First day fuck up, no mercy.
Here's you're ulitmatum-
I see a change within a very short amount of time
or your job is dangerously in jeopardy.
Saying the wrong thing is liable to get you fired
on.the.spot.
I already new this position was going to be a personal challenge because of my age.
I'm looked down on
Or not taken seirously
blah blah blah
Hey, I carry two knives, a wine key
& a tazer//
Don't think my attitude doesn't reflect the same.
You will be sorely mistaken.
& here's the clincher-
-I Back What I Say-
Not to mention//Baby is in good
[with all the right people]
It tends to help me in my favor when others fuck up
& I have to suffer the effect of it- in a very timely manner.
Yeah,
I def. feel like a manager now.
Oh boy!
I've never had a relationship go so smooth.
This is insane.
We get along- all the time.
We don't bicker or get in pety fights.
Cameron had a family issue that kept him awake.
He kept tossing and turning.
"Shweety, you're not going to be sleep are you?"
"Probably not..."
"Roll on your tummy ^_^"
"Why...?" -rolls over-
I lean in to his ear & say, "Because I'm going to rub your back until you do."
"You're a babydoll"
He still couldn't go to sleep, which I knew he was sorely upset.
If it's about grandma, he's a wreck.
So, I made him a whickey drink.
I grabbed a beer.
&I stayed with him until he could sleep.
This was after cleaning the flipped coffee table, lol.
I've never seen him that angry.
It was almost comedic.
If I ever get him that upset...
I'm afraid I'll laugh in his face
& kiss his cheek for being so adorably silly
yelling, cussing & hitting things like that.
I tended his wounded knuckles muah muah
The other morning, I got up at 6am.
Baked bacon while he was in the shower
& made him a BLT for breakfast.
Which, may have been a mistake with comments like,
"I'm waking you up every morning at 6 now!"
X_X
Payments will be hefty! I demand morning sex every AM!
&any kinky thing I want to do!
Well... that just won't work now will it if I get this anyways?
Hmm...
I'll have to think about this.
FOOD.
FAIRFOOD FOR LUNCH DELICIOUS
&there is no proper, pretty way to eat fair foodnumnumnum
I ate with dem Gressette boys
Pimp.
Tonight has been looked forward to all week.
Why? What's planned?
Nothing!
Well, one action is but then what!
I don't know!
I'm in charge!
What will we do!
Get Ian epicly drunk & push him down.
turtleturtle
-does that remind anyone else of Dana Carvey?-
That's the best we got so far, lol.
moowow. I've got NOTHING DONE TODAY
I've been training Jolynn, my new Jersey Girl.
GOTDAMN how good is it to work with someone that doesn't have a fucking twang.
I hate girl's southern accents. It's so obnoxious. -fap fap fap- NO
A normal voice! Yey!
She's jovial.
& has common sense.
& has my kind of humor.
Jolynn carting in a huge box- "What is it?"
Me- "I don't know... I don't remembering ordering anything so huge."
Just as I say that, Jolynn accidently knocks the box over & there on the bottom a tag says, "Jugs with Lids"
& we both die laughing.
I can't explain why it's funny. But it was, & she thought so too.
Jugs with lids, homie.
I finally found acceptable bagels for the coffee shop!
Oh how much torture it was going through all those bagel samples
-chyaaaaaa it was amazing creamcheese motha
I miss Cameron.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night & his back is to me.
I go wild.
His back is beautiful.
Is that weird?
I immediately cling to it & rub my face against it's softness.
Then I just get horney.
& dry hump, lol. I kid I kid-
but I will cop a feel. test me. MEOW
I think it's illegal how soft his ass is for a guy lmfao
aaahhhhhzee wonders.
OH BLURTY!
I confessed.
My subconscience started that whole pushing him away thing because I was falling for him
&it caused this skirmish
&I just started crying
"I'm trying to push you away!"
"Why"
"Because I don't want to be here anymore!"
Yeah, that so came out wrong- his face was all WAAAAH?
So I ran away, lol
All dramatic like right
I sit on the bed
& I confessed.
"Cameron, I'm going to fall in love with you. It's like, only a matter of months. Maybe less. & now you're going to run. Run like you did last time wah wah wah wah" all that whiney bullshit
& I'll be damned if he wasn't freaked out.
I think I saw, like, a sigh of relief, lol.
like like like
OH GET THIS
Halloween
IRONY
I'm going to dye my hair back blonde. But that prep bleached blonde, yeah?
Borrow Mike's daughter's OP cheerleading outfit
& glitter my face up
& have the fucked huge bow in my pony tail
-with a noose around my neck-
Awesome, right?
Fuck a cheerleader, it will be fantastic.
Cameron wants to go as a rabbi buwhaha
Mike has a huge spectacular halloween party at the old movie theater
It will be groovy.
Plus we won't have to drive what with the awesome means of the Lunar shuttle! haha
Dude, we could totally have this kinky role playing sex.
The cheerleader & the rabbi.
I'm burning in hell
wow... today was a waste.
DO YOU COMPREHEND HOW MUCH WORK I HAVE TO DO
HOW MUCH ORDERING OF THINGS I HAVEN'T FOUND YET
PRICES COSTS MARGINS PROFITS SCHEDULES
I'VE NEVER USED EXCEL SO MUCH IN MY LIFE
Didn't know it was so useful.
Mike busted my chops for playing Zeppelin & the Doors in the store
Punk ass.
Called me a freaking hippie.
I called him a commi.
Bombing for peace is like bombing for virginity
Fuck your rap
Fuck you 104.7
103.9
Your country
your pop
&stick it up your fat ass
Like daddy when you were a wee one
>_>
wtf
These incoherent outbursts must stop.
I do it out loud too.
I don't think this is healthy.
The anxiety has been returning to it's home in my belly.
I've missed three doctor appts.
First one was their fault.
Second one, I had a meeting.
Third one- I was so fucking busy at work I forgot.
& I just haven't called back since.
I have another 'script so I'm good for awhile
but I don't feel it working anymore.
I think it was all psychosomatic.
Which really means I'm screwed, yey!
or the book is right -_-
OH CLOCK OUT TIME
PHASES MOON BAR FINE WINE HANDSOME LUVVAH MERRIMENT FOR ALL
YAH!
Heart, stop pounding
&come back down.
This high is
Cloud 9
&I'm use to the grey sky
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