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Monsieur Alaska (sadward) wrote,
@ 2009-09-24 22:14:00
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    Current mood:++
    Current music:Twilight Zone//Diamond Earring

    Girl, you just a no good Dick
    He said to Her,

    Go back to your hometown
    Get your feet on the ground
    &stop floating around

    [I find a fatal flaw
    In the logic of love
    &go out of my head]


    You love a sinking stone
    That'll never elope
    So get used to used to the lonesom
    Girl, you must atone some
    Don't leave me no phone number there




    Oh, Insane!

    I spent $130 at Mrs. Sherry's store today.
    I have door cuffs =D
    use your imagination

    Plus pretty rose bondage tape, lol

    &some interesting Candy.
    &something... that will numb youMINDFUCK

    Oiy Vey

    Boys are so stupid sometimes.
    They just don't think things through, y'know?
    &it's crazy.
    Just ask, yeah?

    But let me just be blunt for a moment since no one else will!

    Lacey Kendra Lingould
    Go.Fuck.Yourself.

    Your disillusionment must stop.

    LET GO.
    LET GO.

    There is beauty in the Breakdown.

    You fucking, stupid little kid.

    For one, Please, stop waking us up in the middle of the night!
    Christ on a pogo stick!

    You break a barrier of apathy & my sight goes red.
    Sometimes, I lie awake in bed at night
    & scenario after scenario of a bloody encounter
    passes my mind.
    I've bashed your head against a brick house corner.
    I've snatched you by the hair & placed your pretty face into the cement- over&over.
    Oh, & yes, the curb stomp baby. It was beautiful.

    I've sat ontop of you, held your face in my hands- spit
    &carefully&repeatedly made each knuckle touch your nose, cheek, forehead, lips, chin.

    I've seen you gag on your own blood.
    I've seen you crawl away in terror
    lingering on your last breath.
    I've seen you burned in strategic
    notches- Beautifully & Sadistically.

    Oh honey honey
    You've said yourself
    I'm a crazy bitch.
    Why oh why,
    would you mess with an ex psych patient?
    Knowlingly!

    It's funny...

    with such a past as mine

    I could hurt you.

    &sweety, jail is not where I would go.
    I fear not a call to the cops.

    They would handcuff my scarred & bruised wrists.
    They would carry me 45 minutes away
    To the solace of four white walls
    With three square meals a day
    with movies on the television
    &medicate baby
    Heavily.

    Please, This is a Plea!
    Test me.
    Confront me with your Hate
    Your fierce loathing for my existence-
    Face me.
    Talk your shit-
    to my blue eyes.
    Please.
    Please.

    I see you not as Cameron's ex girlfriend anymore.
    I've told him the same.
    You've made this personnal
    By being an ignorrant, pathetic
    &pitiful
    Human Being.

    He has nothing to do with this.
    You are now a fucking degenerate fool
    who has been unfortunate enough to cross my path
    & piss me off to a severe depth of my patience.

    &as I well know, my lovely&charming&smart
    SaraH
    will run, foot over stumbling foot
    to inform you of this ATROCITY!

    & you, dumb&vindictive
    Will run, inturn, to Cameron
    As if he'll give a shit.
    As if he'll do a damn thing about it.
    As if we won't lie in one another's arms
    laughing & joking
    at your trivial, dramatic shit.

    I wish for nothing more towards you but to disappear.
    As if you never existed.
    Use google map for directions, yeah?
    Find another lad to drunk text-
    maybe one that will acknowledge you?

    You are not an issue.
    As much as you may be able to anger me,
    it's nothing a kiss of brown eyes
    cannot take off my mind, hm?

    He's good at that.
    Turning that frown upside down!
    &it's not something I take for granted.
    No, no.
    I'll be damned, childomine
    if the likes of you
    will come between us.
    &if you should- it will be his doing


    Here's to you! Take this as flattery!
    Take it as- I need to look into your life
    to fulfil mine!
    I know you're desperate & need to think this
    to make your broken.little.heart
    feel.that.much.better.

    Take whatever you need, Lacey Lingould
    To make yourself feel better
    &empowering
    &so much better than me.



    PHEW

    Now that that weight of months! is now lifted off my chest-

    I'll never have to speak of it again.

    I think I just needed to purge all those nasty thoughts I've had towards that country cunt.

    EXHALE

    I've been watching the Little Mermaid during this
    &wowee

    I'm content.

    Mah bebeh is out with his friends having a good time
    &I'm getting things done.

    Tomorrow is Fall Out!
    It has been brought back

    & really, it shouldn't have been.

    It's not in Finlay Park but at a bar
    &the bands are SHIT.
    Except Collective Soul.
    That's all I wanna see.

    I've decided, for my next car
    I want a hatchback!

    I found the most adorable, grey 2007 Hyundai Accent GS
    Mine?
    Cheap as fuck, too. What's wrong with it?! Catch?!

    Dude, that seawitch use to trip me out >.>

    So, I really really want to stun the fuck out of someone with my new tazer YKNOW
    Like, I'm compelled to walk down shady allies in DT Cola just so some hobo will try to jump me & I can be all BLAMBLAMZAP on his dirty mug.
    Or I could just get super drunk & taze Cameron.
    but then I would I have to run. run Run run runr run for the hills & hide, lol.
    Me&Angie use to taze one another with hers. Dude said mine would knock Cam on his arse, though. He tried selling me one he said I could 'play' with Cameron with. Chaaaa nah, "give me the other one, puh-leaze"
    DESTRUCTION IS NICE
    ahemInvaderZimmoment.

    Anywho.
    I have work to do!
    Price 'dem break.sands.
    $32G a yr is noyce.



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