I couldn't get him to kiss me. The whole time. It makes me sad. Okay, I'm also sad because he left. But it's worse because he doesn't kiss me unless he's leaving or unless we're doing more. Really, I'd be okay if we replaced all the sessions of "more" with just some making out. Probably a lot less painful and a lot more romantic. I kept trying to get a real kiss as he was leaving, the one time I can usually get a kiss out of him. Nope. Couple of light pecks and he's gone. I don't get it. I love him, I do. It's like the sun goes out every time he leaves. That's probably why I sound like an idiot right now. Can't think straight where he's concerned. I hope he'll be all right. He worries me.
(Read comments)
|
