|Current mood:|| pissed off|
HAPPY NEW YEAR... and... stuffz... yeah
Ok, look at the title... YEAH! Happy New Year everyone. My karma sucked way too much last year, so i;m really glad to see it go. Hopefully 2005 will be a good year to me. Now, on to the normal flame that now categorizes my sparse amount of entries. Hell, it's even about the most pooular topic in the entries so far, the best friend. Now to explain and flame, flame on.
OK, so its like Christmas day or something like that. The 23rd, I was in a bad wreck. My poor Accord is probably totalled, i'm still waiting to find out. I myself should be in traction it looks like, but somehow I make it out of a sticky situation with minimal injuries. Anywho, I called him for the usual... greet, merry x-mas, etc... He asks m how I feel, I say crappy. Bout bow it would usually go. Now, later this week, maybe sunday or monday, he told me he would be off on friday and saturday, and that we should have one of those old-fashioned gaming nights that we used to do so much. I, of course, agreed. I had other plans for New Years, but they fell through when my car went boom (you can't drive to Houston in a car that the door wont open on.) So, I accepted his offer. Then I spent all day today, from quitting time at work until about 4:00 with my coworker and friend. He talked a salesman down on a car from 5,995 to 2,000... a feat to see. Then lunch came, and I was invited to go and blow shit up tonight with them. More precisely, to get DRUNK and blow shit up. I'm not the type to get drunk, but the prospect of this had not eluded me since the accident. I know it isn't supposed to be used to escape reality, but one time can't hurt, right? Anyways, I turned him down (even though I really wanted to go) because of my prior plans that still stood with the best friend Eric. Now, on to why I need to flame. I talked to the good buddy about 4:30, and he said he was taking a shower and then leaving. I didn't bother asking where to, it would be either here or the girlfriend and we're both close enough in distance to see tonight. At about 5:00, he calls me saying he's getting some food. I accepted that without arguement too. Then, right before hanging up, he says to have a good New Years while hes at the g/f's place.
So, did you catch why I am so pissed right now? Look again, maybe you'll see. I'll agree, this isn't the first time i've been blown off for the g/f, and I don't expect it to be the last. That i'm not surprised about. What I AM surprised about is the fact that he completely forgot! He can remember pkans with her from 2 months in advance, but he can't remember then with me if they're more than a day old. He, of course, has no idea that I canceled some plans and blew someone else off to do something with him, but he'll hear about it next time we talk. I still consider him my best friend, even after all the times i've been blown off by him.I don't expect him to spend all his time with me or anything... i'm not his life-partner. But friends aren't friends when they don't hang out, or when they blow each other off everytime they make some plans. He's done this so many times I've almost come to expect it of him. Further, he probably will remember later tonig... well this morning, and say something. Course, then it will be too late to do anything... like normal. Damnit, I should have gone to the country, blown some shit up with Ray, then got drunk off my ass. Maybe I should even try getting a g/f myself. I know one thing. I'm tired of sitting at home on holidays, or even on normal days and weekends, with so much time and so little to do. I'm tired of being blown off by my close friends, due to their own negligence and inability to tell their g/f that they have other plans for the night that they want to go through with.
Im pissed, so i'm out. night.