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Tell me why... I don't like Mondays.
Severus is gone again, that's why. He left early this morning to return to Hogwarts for the week. This will be the last before the Holiday Break, then we shall be together for two weeks. Bliss, right?
Yes, bliss to be, but there is another hurdle in the way. The horse has another gate to clear first. The full moon is on the 20th, which means in three days, Remus will undergo his fist change. I suspect I shall not see him at all this week. If he is in charge of ANY of his sanity I will not.
Yet, I am afraid. I want to go from here. I have never feared Remus before, even when he changed, but I do now. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be here for him, or to be alone with him here, like that. I have beside me a parchment with a note to Severus, asking him if I can come stay the week with him at Hogwarts. I am afraid to ask in the usual way we communicate. I never know what he is in the middle of when I use the Ouroboros.
(there is a large blot on the page, as if a quill was resting for some time.)
Sod it all. I am going to send it.
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