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Venting is good ;\
·×( Men Deserve To Die )×·
To start off this entry, let's rewind back to last night. Chris called to bug me so I turn my phone off, Boottee calls and leaves me a message at 12:11 saying that after work, he wants me to come over so we can talk. Automatically, I'm pissed, who wouldn't be. He didn't tell me what I thoug he slept with some whore on the trip and wants to break up to be with her, EXACTLY what everyone else had been telling me. Instead, it was something I had been waiting for us to discuss, how we want our relationship to be while he's in college. To keep things short, I'll just give you a paragraph summary of our arguments/points. My argument: I know there are certain things that he's already done and ready for, one of which I am also but want to be sure when I go through with it, and I don't wanna be a restriction to him while he's around all these beautiful women his age in his grade but he can't be with any of them because of me, so his only choice is break up with me or cheat. I'd rather get out of his way then allow that to happen and if he wanted to end it because that's what he wants, I would be upset for a few days, but I'd get over it because it's understandable. I don't want to be a burden. His argument: He was tempted on the trip a lot of times when they went to a few clubs, but he didn't wanna hurt me so he usually walked away. He started to question our relationship and if he really wanted to stay in it and he came to the conclusion that he really does want to be with me so he would have to adjust. He's happy I feel the way I do and that I'm patient with him.
The conclusion: We're going to see what happens in college and make our decision then. He leaves on the 25th, we'll talk about it again August 25th, if I'm here, if not, we'll do it on the phone.
Second reason why men deserve to die
Aside from the fact they are too STUPID to know when to use protection, my brother's girlfriend Karla who he knocked up keeps coming over here with her damned morning sickness like I wanna come home to her vomiting all the damn time. Joy's getting bigger every day but she was always kinda big so you can't tell unless you really look. Lord help that child.
Third reason why men deserve to die
My father told my mother today that his new girlfriend whom he has put off telling me about even when I brought the situation to his attention, WANTS TO HAVE A BABY. My reaction?!: Hell no, she can't do that, if the bitch has a baby, she's raising it on her own, he has a daughter to put through college in two years and my college will NOT be cheap. All the scholarships and grants I apply for may not be enough, not to mention my "allowance" money he sends me every two weeks, I can't live without that, what the hell am I gonna get when he has to buy cribs and shit, $30 a month? Wtf is that. I DON'T WANT A LITTLE BROTHER OR SISTER. MY ANSWER IS NO. - Cough. - I feel very strongly about this. He laughed thinking I'm not serious, so obviously I'll be writing more about this.
·×( The Rest )×·
The car is going in the shop Monday, so we're gonna be down about $150-$300 this or next month. Tennis going good. My backhand works some days, doesn't others, possibly chance I might not be able to go to any tournaments unless Theon drives me. Gavin (my nephew) is here for 3 weeks! So I'll have more pictures soon. And that's all I can think about so far so <33
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