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(¯`·._.•.·•¦ School ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
...... 4 weeks really isn't coming all that quickly..... it sucks. - Sigh. - World History exam tomorrow... oh joy. -.- The schedule isn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I have most of my core classes on the same day, so I was gonna be upset that no matter what, it would stay that way, and it hasn't, so yay. 3 hours in PE today. That was crazy. I have Boottee, Justin, Dustin, Joseph, Johnnie, Nicholas, Aubrey, Max, Alan, all my niccas in there, so it was on and poppin. We played Soccer. I injured my right leg a bit, but I made a goal for my team, so kick ass. It's gonna be sore for the next day or two. It feels like it does when I accidentally hit myself with my tennis racket after bringing it over too much. - Shrug. - Volleyball was eh. The guys always dominate the court and you get hit if you get in the way, so yeah. It was better to just sit down and watch them get all sweaty and run and around and take their shirts and shorts off to play in more comfortable ones underneath. - Bites lip. - ;x
(¯`·._.•.·•¦ It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
I used to believe that. In all honesty, it's true, but it sucks SO much when old feelings return. Then you wish that you never met them, liked them, dated them, whatever. That crap my mom did yesterday got me thinking and analyzing the situation over and over again. Was it really because of me? Have I been lying all this time? Stuff like that. Anyway, came out same verdict as yesterday. It's all because of her. ;] More old feelings came back in school. I was talkin to Mama (Ms. Vaughan. All SCA people call her mama since she's like our second mother) about a Luncheon she wants to take me to the Saturday after the prom and I noticed Christian kept looking at me. Like, when I laughed, I looked over and met his eyes and when I smiled, I noticed he was looking at me and then when I was leaving, I could feel his eyes on my back. It was... weird. I've liked Christian since the beginning of the school year. My crush on TJ wasn't holding up that much, so I found someone I would see every day and Christian was that person. He's one of my best friends now tho and I had told him at one point that I had liked him because he had started liking me after a trip somewhere with SCA. Never really got together because he met Jessica and those two are so cute together. He's still with her so it was weird for him to keep looking at me while he and Krystle were working.
(¯`·._.•.·•¦ Round 1! Fight! ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
Fight at second lunch today. Wo0p. Supposedly it was between either a freshman named Corey, the Corey I know, or Aubrey, and Harvey. - Shrug. - It was a damn good fight tho. Got everybody hype before our last block class.
(¯`·._.•.·•¦ Date for Prom? ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
Mk, Sharnell told me to find two more helpers for Prom and my first pick of course was Tiffany. She's been my friends since 9th, so we're close. I'd say best friend, but she annoys me at time. The meaning of the word, yes, she's loyal and kind and caring like a best friend, but I just dun consider her one just yet. She's getting there. ;] Then my second choise was Yolanda, but I dun know if she has a dress. I was telling everyone at lunch and Brian offered to go. WHY he offered so quickly, I dun know, but I dun want him to go because.. he's Mary's ex boyfriend and they ahd to break up for the dumbest reason (her mom) so I'd feel all weird taking him even if we're not really going together. So then I was gonna ask Deontaye to go because he's my friend too and he wouldn't mind helping and getting in for free. I really want a guy to go with me because I'm gonna be with all my senior friends that night and while I'm there, even tho we're all really tight, everyone will have someone to dance with. They'll dance with me once or twice, but it's not the same as being up for a dance whenever you want. Usually, I go alone and dance with maybe 3 people that night, but I never came with them, they were always someone in my classes, but I dun know. Still deciding.
(¯`·._.•.·•¦ Parting is such sweet sorrow ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
It really is. I'm sad to stop typing but, I wanna go and do some other stuff before I have to sign off, so <333333 Much love.
il•¦[Reborn
I lied down in a meadow. Soft grass all around me. Wildflowers blossiming beside me. My mind, thoughtless. There is no pain or worry. No thoughts, just me. Like the wind that dances around me, I feel careless and free. I need nor want anything. I am content. ]¦•li
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