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(¯`·._.•.·•¦ My Babies ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
We meet again. I'm so in love with my layout and icon I swear. <333 Boog is too damn sexy. Bless his mama. Whoo. Lol. All. My babies. Are injured. ;[[[[[[[[ Boottee and them were in a car accident. I knew it had happened because my mom saw it, but she told me from what she saw, it wasn't that bad. I walk into school today and he has a neck brace on. I seriously wanted to hug him and never let him go. Those people have became my best friends and the fact that they were so close to graduation and almost died shocks the hell out of me. Justin has a broken nose, Phillip was limpin, and Alex has an arm cast. It was an emotional day. Great way to start off spirit week eh? PEP RALLY WEDNESDAY. Wo0p!!
(¯`·._.•.·•¦ Straight To The Point ¦•·.•._.·´¯)
Mk, time to write what I really wanna say. I was a bit cautiou about writing this in here becaus a certain person might read it and take it the wrong way or be hurt, but I really need to get it out before I kill myself, not literally. Ok. Like I stated before, I'm with Corey. Total sweetheart. <33 He makes me smile a lot. I seriously do like him a lot but every time Tj's on or in a room, I get all excited and happy and jumpy and I just wanna be all over him and talk to him. I knew I loved him and such, but if I love him, why do I like Corey? I didn't tell Cor yes because I couldn't have Tj, I said yes because I do like him, but for some reason it just seems like I'm doing the wrong thing by going into the relationship when I love someone else. I still can't say for sure that I'm in love with Tj, which is why the situation seems fine. If I knew, then I would have told Corey flat out no. Maybe it's cause I've known Tj longer or know more about him, I dun know. I know he feels the same way about me too cause after we broke up, we still told each other I love you and joked around like we did whe we were together, even tho he's with Britt, he can still admit that he loves me. It's good for us to date other people till we're sure tho right? I don't want to hurt Corey and I dun wanna hurt Tj. I'm gonna tell him toda that he and I are together and I know it's gonna seriously hurt him. I can't stand to cause Tj anymore pain tho. His words hurt more than any insult ever thrown at me. It's all so confusing to me and I just wanna not be around guys right now. The song I keep hearing play back in my head is Donell Jones's "Where I Wanna Be". I mean, people in relationships go on breaks and date other people. The other person turns out to be the one they love in some and in others, he two realize they were right for each other all along and have no more doubts. That's kinda what I'm goin through now. Two great guys. Same interests with both. Equally sweet. Compatible horoscopes. One huge ass uncertainty. You figure it out while you read the lyrics.
Where I Wanna Be by Donell Jones
I just left my baby girl a message, sayin I won't be comin home...
I'd rather be alone.....
She doesn't fully understand, cause I'd rather leave... then to cheat...
Just gimmie some time. I can be the man she needs,
But there's a lot of lust inside of me, and we've been together since our teenage years,
I really dun mean, to hurt her but I need,
Some time.. to be alone..
But when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad,
Oh how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave,
She's cryin her heart to me, how could you let this be?
But I just need time to see... where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be.....
- Scats. -
I dun mean to hurt you baby.....
Oh no no no....
Never did I imagine, that you would play a major part,
In a decision that's so hard.
Do I leave? Do I stay? Do I go?
I think about my life and what matters to me the most.
Girl the love that we share is real..
But in time your heart will heal..
I'm not sayin I'm gone but I...
Have to find what life is like, without you...
But when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad,
Oh how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave,
She's cryin her heart to me, how could you let this be?
But I just need time to see... where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be.....
- Scats. -
I don't mean to hurt you baby.......
Say when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad,
Oh how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave,
She's cryin her heart to me, how could you let this be?
And I just need time to see... where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be.....
Say when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad,
Oh how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave,
She's cryin her heart to me, how could you let this be?
And I just need time to see... where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be.....
Say when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad,
Oh how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave,
She's cryin her heart to me, how could you let this be?
But I just need time to see...
Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be........... I'm sorry baby.
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