Yesterday I tried to erase my past
By simply erasing all my blogs...
It didn't work as well was I wanted to
But at least I tried.
I just wanted to get rid of the bad and invite the good.
I say this with all ease.
I just crave to be happy.
the happiest I have ever been.
Now I know I don't quite know how to achieve this...
but I want it so bad.
My best friend brought a beautiful baby into the world yesterday.
His name is Liam Andrew Derhake.
He was delivered at 2:16 p.m.
Poor lady was in labor for twelve hours.
She has it all...
House, husband, and new born baby.
I know it looks all fine and dandy on the outside
But I have wanted all of that since I was a young child.
I just strave perfection in a guy.
I want the perfect package of course.
The man that will do the laundry, dishes, and cook.
I don't want a man who doesn't help out with the children he made
and I don't want a man that I have to answer to all the time.
I'm a free spirit and I always will be.
Of course I know I'm biopolar when I say this because...
my last blog was about how I didn't need a man
and I was fine without one.
I just want a man to come into my life and make me realize what I've been missing all this time
And make me realize that I do need a man to complete me
And being alone is not the answer.
I want everything good about a relationship...
I don't want tears or heartache.
I want love with everything great.
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