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| Current music: | After Forever-Leaden Legacy |
I HATE MY DAD!
I hate my dad so freaking much, everytime I try to open myself to him he always, takes things the wrong way and always make me feel really bad! All the stuff my sisters have failed in, he blames it on me and takes his anger out on me! He wants me to move in with him for 2 months, He must be out of his mind, I never want to saty with him, He wants me to be perfect, but I'm not, he dosent understand that, all the mistakes I've done, he brings them up, and one incident especially, he says it was my fault and I probably did deserve it.. I really dont want to see him ever again, I never want to talk to him, My da is also mad at me because I told my mom he would always take us to his house where he lived with another woman, what was I supposed to do>? lie to my mom and when she found out, she would never trust me again... He thinks I am immature and I am going around having sex or something, he thinks I am not trying hard in school, he really dosent know anything...he only comes maybe sometimes once a week, and sometimes he never shows up... If it comes to deciding who I prefer to live with, it would be my mother, I know sometimes I get mad at her , becasue we have our differences but she always understands me, and she never thinks I am up to something bad... I've changed so much and my dad obviously thinks that I am still al ittle girl who cant take care of herself, or learn from past experiences...
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