|Current mood:|| frustrated|
|Current music:||The Distillers - "Dismantle Me"|
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
I just can’t give him up. I need him; he’s become part of me.
He's the only one who causes my heart to skip a beat. He’s not only beautiful on the outside, but beautiful on the inside too. He’s one of the sweetest guys I know. He’s wonderful.
So, why am I doing this to us? Isn’t it my fault? Of course it is.
We’ve been together for two years; most people have done it by then. Then again, I’m not I’m not like most people, or so I've been told (not sure if that is good though).
Could I be ruining the best thing I’ll ever have?
Sometimes I just need someone to be there. To tell me it’s okay to cry. Someone to just hold me.
I’ve been reading my Bible, thinking, and I just can’t come to a conclusion.
Either him or my morals, my faith…
So, what is it going to be?
What is it going to be?