| Current mood: |  blah |
| Current music: | No Lies, Just Love - Bright Eyes |
today was a great day. infact, this has been a great week so far.
today, rehersal was really great. Carl and I have these really great tense scenes together - and ive never really played a character like this before, so its gonna be really great. and larry also has some really great artistic ideas for the show.
i met ripley after school today. we are planning to go to rocky horror tomorrow - and we went into this really raunchy store so she could find some nasty clothes to wear. haha, it was great. we were making fun of all the creepy shit in there. The place is called 'ambient fashions', and the greatest part about it is that the shop is located right next to taco bell. honestly, it smells like processed, freeze dried nasty grade B meat in there. I just dont get why someone would want to set up a store like that across from a fast food restaraunt. ESPECIALLY taco bell. Honestly, its not nicknamed toxic hell for nothing...
i called adam, and hes going back to new york for the weekend - if he can afford it. but he said he wants to see me tomorrow for a lunch. so im going to lunch with him.
oh man, i can feel my insides churning just thinking about it.
i dont know.. i tend to think in pictures, like frames, and scenes like a movie. As i was writing about him meeting me for lunch i was thinking about us sitting at these to cute tables at this local cafe. he'd be wearing that great blue shirt, and i.. wow. i need to do laundry! what will i wear? im such a girl..... ANY-ways, we were sitting eating, and i was laughing. then he started talking about something and i was 'dabbing' my face with a napkin.
god im such a freak.
when i got home, i played guitar (of course.). i realized how dependent i am on music. the first thing i do when i wake up is put on the radio. I sing in the shower. I listen to music on the way to school. I play guitar during lunch, and sometimes in larrys drama class. I play cello in orchestra. then i go home, and play more guitar. in fact, i play all night. Yesterday, the only thing i did was play cello for an hour, and i had this mental break down. i freaked out, and so i had to play piano. i dont like playing piano as much, because im not very good (but its fun to sing along). but i played for like, 45 minutes, and then i ran out of things to play. since im terrible at writing piano music, considering i only play once a week at most, i stopped. it was crazy, because i HONESTLY couldnt concentrate. i felt totally restless, and was really sad that i didnt have my guitar with me. But to make up for it, i did my makeup all crazy and sang "don't tell mama". so i felt a little better.
god, im addicted. its painful to be away from my guitar.
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