| Current mood: |  gloomy |
| Current music: | Smashing Pumpkins | Stand Inside Your Love |
A couple nights ago I had a completely heartbreaking dream.
My mother had found a hummingbird in our backyard on the ground - it's wings were broken. She brought it over to me and I held it. I placed my finger over it's chest to feel it's heartbeat... it was still alive, but there was hardly any movement.
The strange part was, when my hand was over it's heart, it was beating in my chest too... like an echo. Our heartbeats were combined.
Then my mom went about her business while I begged her to call a vet, but she ignored me... so I just kept listening for it's heartbeat... and it kept beating more and more faintly. I started yelling at her in desperation to summon help, but she still disregarded my pleads. [Clearly, I have issues with receiving attention from my mother]...
I woke up before I could save the hummingbird, and I felt really guilty throughout the rest of the day.
How does it end?
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