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Screaming feed me, fill me up again. Temporarily pacify this hungering.
I went to Heather's for dinner tonight. She had been wanting to cook for me.
Although I hadn't eaten all day, I didn't have much of an appetite... oddly enough.
I ate what I could and then we left to go look for a party. We saw Kim and Joaleen walking and they just happened to be headed to one, so we followed them.
Upon arrival, I realized everyone was squeezed into a compact [pseudo]backyard...
Those of you that know me well [the very few of you], also know that I am hardly comfortable with social settings to begin with.
This simply was overwhelming.
I ventured into the crowd maybe once; weaving around bodies, looking for familiar faces. Half way through, I turned around and stood by the gate. I greatly dislike the sense of asphyxia crowds induce on me. I unintentionally ignored a few people in this process because I was so fixated on the nearly paralyzing feeling.
Heather soon joined me, along with Kenny and a few others. By then, I was ready for a beer. It's difficult for me to relax and socialize at a party without the assistance of an alcoholic beverage.
After Kenny gave me his beer and we began to talk, I felt more at ease. Then this guy tried to impress me by hitting on me in a different language... Arabic, I believe it was. That was interesting. He was nice, though.
Shortly after, they busted out the beer bong. Always entertaining to watch. Alex went to hit it and the person holding the funnel accidentally splashed it all in his face. Kenny found this INSANELY funny and would not shut the fuck up. Hahaha.
As I continued to converse with random people, some guy commented that I looked Hawaiian [because of the flower in my hair]. Kenny thought the dude was talking to him... then after realizing he wasn't, wanted to wear my flower. Haha. I adore that boy.
Then Heather saw a cop pass by, so she wanted to leave. We went to Jack in the Box and got food, then went to visit Todd.
Once again, he was the bearer of unfavorable news. I love how as soon as I start to show interest in another guy, I find out one of my friends has already fucked him.
DISGUSTING. I am totally repulsed by people's behavior.
After watching part of a Slayer DVD, we went over to Anthony's since he told us to stop by. We learned a fight had broken out after we left the party. Anthony got clocked in the head and went unconscious. Dimitri was livid and looked like he was preparing for battle. Haha. Him and Brian were ready to go find this dude and fuck him up.
Heather and I had to take off since it was almost 2 and we had to get home. Dimitri made a smart-ass comment and said 'Oh, you're great friends.' Heather was like 'Are you fucking kidding?' Hahaha. Which was exactly what I was thinking, but I found it amusing he had the audacity to even say that.
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