Another Brick In The Wall (run_like_hell) wrote, @ 2003-10-05 03:14:00

Current music:

Tool | Jimmy

I'm not even sure if I can compose something coherent right now.

I saw Todd for the first time in months tonight. I am honestly delighted him and I finally made amends.
He picked me up at 11. We drove to Antioch and walked around a park; just talking and catching up. Overall, conversation was good... although, he told me about something a certain 2 individuals did that didn't exactly please me.
Honestly, can I not fucking trust ANYONE?

Once a friend.
Now an object of my disgust.

We stopped by Justin & Ian's after. I was contemplating on staying over there. I went in to mingle for a few minutes and see if I could get a ride home. Chris said he would... but was probably more inebriated than he admitted. Todd disapproved, so I didn't.
On my way out, I went to apologize to a guy whom I had punched in the dome a couple weekends ago. Although I think he earned it, I believe I shouldn't have done so. I'm not a violent person by any means, and therefore portrayed myself inaccurately.
I explained this to him... and he seemed unaffected.
I asked 'Do you accept?'
His reply? 'No.'
That's fine if he wants to be bitter. I did what I felt was appropriate.
I must say, I am VERY disappointed in people right now.

Thank you to those of you who haven't fucked me over.

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