| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | The Doors | My Eyes Have Seen You |
My eyes have seen you... free from disguise. Gazing on a city under television skies.
Lately life has been tedious. I'm grounded again... sort of. Broke my curfew, as usual. I had no ride since everyone was drunk. Blah! :/
I desperately need to work on being punctual. It's difficult to kick the habit after years of barely making it to school on time and what not. It's been a problem for my whole family. Perhaps the reason my parents have been so lenient thus far? Now they're actually starting to enforce my punishments rather than just threatening me with them. Respectable.
I'm supposed to be grounded this weekend... but I think I'll just kiss ass until then and see what happens.
I've been having many re-occuring dreams lately. Something won't let go of me. People I've tried to forget about have been re-appearing in my subconscious... and it isn't making the healing process easy.
I think I'm obsessive.
I seriously need to meet some new people. Most of my past friendships have been utterly disappointing. I'm losing faith in people. I dread sinking back into deep depression and becoming completely reclusive all over again.
Oh, what I wouldn't give for someone to soothe my lonliness. :[
Feelings of a past romantic interest are re-surfacing. Maybe this time I'll try harder to pursue him?
Until then... I suppose one of
 will suffice.
I want the green one. Who wants to buy it for me? :[
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