|Current mood:|| tired|
|Current music:||yeah yeah yeahs-maps|
after every hit we take
Wow. hah it's been a while. Well, lets see here. My "family" is crashing again. I won't get into that though. Long and mostly boring ;]. School is okay I guess. I made the varsity softball team. No surprise hah j/k. I', slowly becoming distant from my friends. I don't know why. Most of them think differently of me ever since they saw my wrist. I have reasons for doing what I do. It's just hard to explain to people who have no idea what I'm going through. Tyler is about the only person who truly understands. That's only because he's been in and still is in shit 20x worse then me. And honestly without him I don't know what I'd do. He's just so easy to talk to and is so understanding. Ily Ty :]. Well, I'm pretty tired. Tyler wasn't doing too well tonight (last few weeks too) and we just talked the whole night. It sucks when you want to tell someone it'll be ok but you know it won't...