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| Current music: | The sound of the death and destruction of Iraq |
Scared (>_
I'm getting more and more afraid now...I go in to the hospital tomorrow afternoon for my operation and Kris is away and I've got no one to talk to...*cries* I'm scared it'll go wrong or something....I think I'm more scared cuz of the unknown. I've never had an operation before, and even though this is nothing life-threatening, they're breaking both my top and bottom jaws and resetting them...so its still pretty bad.
I wonder what I'll look like after the op? I know I'll be swollen and bruised for a few days, but after that I mean....It should change face shape a bit...I'm hoping I'll look 'better' somehow...ha like all my facial flaws are down to this...I wish. Nope, I'll probably still look like me, unfortunately..what if I look worse?! *ugh* please no...
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