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slkdjflskdjf. what the hell is going on here!?
Galen called me last night at about 12:30 AM and was all sad.. and he said "this isn't working anymore. it doesn't feel right." and I thought that someone had stabbed me. We've been having problems recently because he says i've been too depressed, in which case i thought I was getting better, so we decided to take some time and space apart. Well, being that i'm the worlds largest idiot, i still clung to him because i was afraid. So then he tried to break up with me last night and I freaked out and demanded that he gives us another chance. I told him that we would just consider this a break for a few weeks, and then we would try again. He said he still loved me, more than a friend, and I got pissed and said he was putting me through hell. Then I screamed "I love you, damnit!" and hung up the phone. So now what? I don't know what to do. I'm so drugged up on pills my mom gave me that I can't cry anymore.. I've been crying for almost three days now. So I'm confused.. Everything used to be so fucking wonderful. And now? I don't know. But I want this to work. He's making a mistake, and I know that I can make him come crawling back to me. And he will, damnit.
I hate my life, I'm going to go die, k thx.
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