|Current mood:||upset, sad, dying...|
today. wow. it was ok at school i suppose- as good as it can be anyways. fast forward through the day- afterschool. i went to talk to guerra and do absolutely nothing. that jose person was there (the colombian junior guy). we ended up talking (hah he was taking a test). guerra was like, oye que tu te gusta ese sheeca, sientate aqui. haha, they had a conversation about me (= i think i was blushing. i love guerra, hes great. then yea, i went to physical therapy and had my fun (= stopped at taco bell first. lou said i could drive home tonight! (= so yea. during physical therapy, my dad calls and tells me biancas dad died. for those of you who dont know, bianca is my (technically)step sister from my dads marriage to jackie. but, theyve been together since i was born so biancas like my real blood sister. so yea, i was obviously upset. that really didnt help when i drove home... i was a wreck. so when lou came, i started to ask him and hes like oh wait til we get home ask yr mom i dont think so. asshole. so yea, im driving along... almost had an accident. normally i drive good, but today i was going really fast around then turns. lou understood though- he said its not good to drive when your upset. so then i went to biancas. oh man, it was good to have sister time. i miss that. i love her so much.
had chineese (= it was yummy. massive hugs were given. then we went to her room and just started talking... about everything. she saw my arm and started crying. but i told her things were going to be ok. and then we talked about everything some more. then looked at pics. hah, im going to brazil in december! uh-oh..... haha then yea we were making the most stupid jokes. but thats ok, it was fun. then looked at more pics. WOW MICHAEL GOT HOTTTTTTT! haha sorry. that was unneccessary. then gaby and blanqui came over... had fuuunnnnyyyy talks with gabby. heh "come here little hymenn come back come back!!" hah you had to be there. i love her <3 best sister ever.
well yea, she told me all she knew about what happened to her dad. god that was horrible. his family agreed to have a memorial thing here before they ship him off to venezuela (where he wanted to be buried). im going... its not going to be good. but yea... i love you sis!!
thats it basically... well im off... laters.