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| Current music: | Akon - Mr. Lonely |
COLLEGE AND ALL THAT JAZZ...
Wow! I haven't updated this shit in forever. Well, Derek is my Boyfriend again. and actually... it's been almost exactly 4 months since he asked me out :D 10-12-05, but since we're in different time zones, for me our anniversary is the 13th at 12:36 and for him it's the 12th at 11:36. I know I know, it's so stupid that I know the exact time and date... but that's what girls do, and that's so cute that it was different days... I think, anyway. heh!
Among other things: I'm finally over lauren. I made some amazing friends here at college that are (honestly) a million times more loyal and trustworthy than she will ever be. I'm also over my summer and the hurt I went through... we're not gonna talk about THAT right now, but I know it's there. The pain and hurt was real, and my experiences in the summer of '05 definately taught me some life lessons that I will never forget, and never take for granted: Keep your friends close... and your enemies closer.
My one regret is that after the summer, I am having the HARDEST time letting people "in". I feel like noboday really knows who I am anymore, becuase the two people I let into my heart broke it simultaneously. And I should have listened, because in both cases I had people telling me they would end up hurting me. Ha. If only I had listened. So now... I'm here trusting the voice in the back of my head saying.... "Will they hurt you as well??"
There's only one way to find out. And to be honest, I don't intend to.
More coming soon. I just wanted to let someone know I was still alive.
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