| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | Never Ever - All Saints |
sflkjsfssg...
Now she's not talking to me again... this is killing me, i can't take this... now i'm thinking about her again... oh god, am i ever going to be okay after this?? I cry almost everyday... I don't even know if she knows how i feel... I miss her so much. I want her to know things would be so different if we were friends again...
I did everything for her, we were sisters-- chicken sisters-- I defended her, I stood up for her every single time ANYONE said ANYTHING... I wanted to grow up best friends... I wanted to just keep in touch no matter what... we're both going to get famous... I wanted to give Glynny a million dollars with her... I wanted the friendship, and I just can't mush up enough strength to let her go justr yet.... i'm holding on for no reason i know, but i can't see myself going on like this... she either has to give me closure, or i'm going to go crazy... and the lyrics to never ever come to mind...
It's getting worse... I'm having dreams of her and waking up crying... I can't watch Finding Nemo, My cousin Vinnie... can't even look at a piece of artwork or a museum without thinking of her... this isn't fair... this isn't fair...
Why does it have to be like this?? What was so bad that we can't even talk about it??
There are so many things left unsaid...
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