|Current mood:|| relaxed|
|Current music:||ice cream truck music...|
i saw him... and it was great seein him again. but i knew right when i saw him across the street that it wasn't gonna happen between us. we're just gonna be friends is what i thought. and that's how it went at the beginnin. i thought yea! this is fine. but like i said i thought would happen. he was all over me. he hugged me so much and kissed me... but not on the lips. i wasn't ready for that. am i a hypocrite? maybe i hyped myself too much before seein him. thinkin it would be like i imagined when it really wasn't. but still i didn't push him away. not physically. i liked his hugs. and i know he needed to hug me. there was so much that went on in his life. in mine. we needed that closeness anyway. so we're friends and everything's ok.
my neck is killin me cuz i couldn't sleep well. and i heard so much cryin last night. not mine. someone else's. and i think that's what tensed me up so much that i have a cramped neck. grr... i need to figure out why there was so much crying. it made me sad :(
on a better note... i have a new friend. pleasant to talk to. funny to listen. great conversation really. and i'm happy about that. we're still gettin to know each other. and there's a mutual liking already so that's awesome. and i'm sure we'll be hangin out very soon!! woohoo!