Nature Wished (rk86_05) wrote, @ 2009-11-01 10:54:00

I really don't think I'm cut out for relationships... I already hurt her w/o even knowing it.

WTF.

Then again, I was half asleep... Can you really blame me? I prefaced this entire thing by saying to her that I don't know what feelings are (and that I'm out of tune w/ my own), but I do enjoy spending time w/ her. I told her this was going to take time and that I can't open up as easy as a book can. It doesn't help out either that I would be her first official boyfriend, so she doesn't know what to realistically expect... This, of course, is my own analysis on the situation, so I may be totally wrong.

Maybe I should be single for the rest of my life. That way, I don't have to hurt myself or others. I'd have only myself to worry about. Less confusion and less mess.

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