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"I'm Sorry I can't Be Perfect..."-Simple Plan
So, Maria and I 'made up' if you can call it that. I mean, I'm not excatly sure where ALy and I right now...She gave me a tampon today, so does that mean we are friends?
I read the review on my journal...They hit the nail on the head about some things.... I walways say that I don't want anyone to pity me...But in the same breath I talk about how bad my life is.
Why do I always wanna play myself up to be this wonderful girl who is uber strong and doesn't need anyone, when the truth is...I do. I want to be strong, but it is so hard sometimes.
Maria and and Aly say that I always it want ito be about me. It's true, I always feel the need to get attention from my friends and such, so I act out...I try to be as outragous as possible. Part of this is my personality and how I was raised, but another part of it is me screaming 'LOOK! LOOK! AT ME! LIKE ME! TEL ME IM COOL!' why do I need that? Deep inside I know I am worht-while, but I have the hardest time beliving hat other people feel the same.
I'm sorry, this was a lame update.
~^RiOTS 'N SELF-LOATHING^~
~*T*~
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