| Current mood: |  aggravated |
| Current music: | "25 to life"-Mest |
"I'm Lost, Broken, Confused"-Mest
garrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I think I realised why I am so angry... I went off my meds, I didn't realize it until last night. Right now I'm listening to this really pretty Mest song and I am just reminded that once more, I don't have anyone to share songs with... I never thought a Mest song would make me cry. But it did, DAMN YOU LOVATO!
"I swear there's always the next hill to climb"-Mest... you got that shit right.
It seems that whenever I'm like "Ok! I can do this! I'm happy and confident! Let's Go!" Something comes along and I get knocked on my ass and I am like "I am worth nothing, I am shit" it's quite frustrating. Oh well, maybe I will go to the levee and see what Kelly is up too... maybe he will make me feel better, if not him at least Smith's Fan will.
--OH! Just got news from Aly that we can't just hang out at the levee, fantastic!--
Great, wonderful, anyone wanna tell me that santa isn't real? or that Kelly is gay? because I mean, c'mon, now would be a fucking GREAT time to do it!!!!!!!!
maybe i'll ask kelly to do something with me tonite... that might make me happy... wish me luck!
~^RiOTS 'N HOPES^~
~*T*~
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