Sometimes I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling... I find myself wondering about life... about how it could have been. What if I had never become a vampire? What if my brother Kain never existed? Or if he had succeced in taking over my body before me and my friends managed to give him his own body and destroy him. What if I had never met Wendy... what if Celes HAD died... what if Rune's mom had not died and he grew up with a real family... *sigh* These thoughts keep me awake at night.
*sigh* Anyways... I had to go to a damned family dinner... a cousin of mine was celebrating his 750th b-day so me, mom and celes had to do to his dinner. As usual it was boring as hell... and then Wendy got mad at me simply because I may have pounced on the cake... oi... And then I may have bitched about my dislike of Dracula when we got home... that damned hack... ughhh ... one second I am complaining about Dracula... the next moment I am waking up from bed hours and hours later. I guess the others thought I went of on a tangent... bleh. Anyways... I should get back to bed... I have a final for physc tomarrow... ta ta