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Fukai You
Sigh...it's like 7am rite now and I'm up. Amazing no? Okay so I haven't slept yet. I've decided to stay up coz I know if I go to bed, I'm gonna be waking up after 2pm. I need to be up before 2pm. Why? Coz that's when Jessica leaves for Singapore. Who's Jessica? The girl thats selling her fridge to my sister. Jessica's been in Halls for a year and a half and we spoke to each other for the first time the night before she leaves.
What a waste of a good friendship. I mean, for all I know she could be totally different deep down inside but I was seriously taken aback by how friendly this girl was. This is someone who would be seen walking to the common room to get her laundry without a word for anybody. Well, she hung out with the lil' korea gang in stairway 7 but other than that she wasn't really much of a socialite. It just sux how you miss out on some good ppl due to things like social intimidation, isolation, and even disinterest. She was obviously a nice person so it baffles me why ppl like her don't end up coming out and making themselves a true part of the community here at Halls.
Speaking of which, I'm totally zoning out on the whole Halls thing. Maybe its becoz i've been having a real shitty week. I dunno. At this point I really couldn't be bothered. I think the Reza battery for interactive socialising has reached it's annual limit. Time to go back to Malaysia and recharge. Actually I take that back. Its not the batteries. Its just Halls. I mean, I get along fine with everybody (to my knowledge) but I didn't really find any new friends that I can really click with this year. Xcept Kate that is. Kate's this adorable girl who I've known since I got here, but we only got to know each other better in her last semester here. She was the RA for Stairway 3 back then. I really admire this girl's strengths...she's smart, mature, responsible, dedicated, hardworking, reliable, and tough as nails. She's also cheeky, cute, witty, and a big softie deep down inside. Oh and she's gorgeous. Seriously. I'm really polishing you up aren't I Kate...hahaha...I know you're reading this!
Anyway, Kate (or munchkin as I like to call her) invited me to her post-graduation get-together 2 weeks ago. I have to say that I felt truly honored to be there coz as munchkin put it, "Only close friends are invited," Needless to say I was surrounded by ppl that knew Kate for years. Thankfully they were all nice ppl and that spared me the task of impersonating a mute that night.
I sometimes find it very natural to measure my relationship with a person through how we say say our goodbyes to each other. And saying goodbye to Kate that night was the sweetest, and saddest experience for me that evening. We haven't known each other for a long time, and there's no way I can measure up to some of her friends that I met that day, but after saying goodbye to Kate that night, I knew that she was special to me. I was really sad when I got back to Halls. It was just heart-wrenching to say goodbye to a person so beautiful inside and out. You're special munchkin. Remember that!
Anyway, I gotta kill some time before I call Jessica. Anime time!
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