|Current mood:|| uncomfortable|
blah. don't read if you go by the name of ted.
Ted, Do not read this entry if you love meh.
::Hugs:: I missed you all. I hope you missed *me* Heh.
Cape Cod was good, soo much family. I got to see all my favorist cousins- thats like all of them. Yeah hmm umm ::giggles:: Hi!
Alexa Faith<3 I heart you. I hope everything works out for you and your *love*. You deserve the best and I know you'll make the best desision. Do what your heart tells you. Member all the advice I told you. :D Ilu.
Tara Noelle! My love! ::bigs hugs:: Oh how I missed you so and yea.. psh.. Brenden is done for. Hah. Oh yeah.. dan if you are reading this.. because somehow you have my journall.. dont stalk tara.. she doesnt like it. Yep. Thanks.
Oh yes. Now times for beths complaining and confusion that she needs help with. A certain someone has been acting different. Meep. He talks about this certian girl like every 5 minutes, he likes this certian someone. but just wont tell me. I am incredibly in love with him and dont know what to do. My hearts telling me not to do anything and stay with him because I dont know if I will ever find anyone so perfect for me. Then another part of me is so hurt, that he thinks about another girl and loves being with another girl, when I, am completly in love with him and hes all I think about. My heart breaks just thinking about it. I can't find myself not being with this person. He's like a part of me. Tara told me last night that nobody in, she referred to it as, our "circle of friends", likes Ted. So last night I went to bed and realized I dont care. I love him that much. I don't care if my friends dont like him, because I love him. If they dont want to accept that and live with him and give him a chance, okay, i'm okay with that. I mean I love all my friends and I love ted, but if they dont want to accept him, thats okay. Meep. I dont know what to do.
Anybody got any advice for me? I would really appreciate it. Oh yea and could you leave it anonymous so I take know who it is. Thanxs.