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reality check
| requiemforoingo | | Magic Number | 16 | | Job | Conservationist | | Personality | I'd Quite Like One | | Temperament | An Oft-Exploding Volcano | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | Some Lubricant | | Me - In A Word | Chinny | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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I graduate tomorrow, i have some majorly mixed emotions right now. I am so happy that i am out of this ghetto school and free, but i am so sad because i just realized that all of these people who thought didnt matter to me actually matter to me!!! This guy that i used to crush on was crying today because he isnt going to graduate on stage and he doesnt want to attend the ceramony (too sad) so he was bawling. It made me so sad because i am REALLY going to miss him!!! He came over to me and we huged for like 10 minutes, he told me that he is going to really miss me and just cried on my shoulder. It made me really emotional. It didnt bother me one bit when i saw all of the dumb leadership girls crying because HEY, thats what they do, but whaen all of the big football players dudes started it really set me off. I am so scared about not being good enough for the real world or anyone in it. WHat if it is too much for me and i become a deadbeat? Oh man, i'm going to miss the guys. Just the guys, randy, and Christel ....
shit, i'm not ready.
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