|Current mood:|| pissed off|
|Current music:||sound of Bums car pulling uo|
what the hell??
I know its been a while, and I didnt wanna write tonight, but i feel like I must vent......... Why, you ask? Not the girlfriend, things are sooooooo perfect with her right now, the one thing in my life that makes me truly happy. Work? Big part but not the most effecting, I hate it but work is work and when I get fat paychecks like today, ALMOST seems worthwile..... The living situation? BINGO!!!!! Here I am, 11:30 on a thursday night, and i'm the only one here. Zach is "home" with Kristin, he's moving out this weekend :( It saddens me, but I respect him very much because he is sacrificing so much for his family and soon-to-be wife, its down right inspiring! Ryan on the other hand I have practicly lost all respect for! He is a slob, lazy, womanizer, annoying, fuck, MANY words come to mind to describe him. He has his good times, but tonight was perfect example that makes me thing "WHY did i let him move in??". Besides gloating about his new car salesman job that has potential to bring in FAT cash (wow, can you pay the fucking bills for once, now?), he goes on and on and on about this girl Becky. He gets laid occasionally (drunken, of course) and has alcohol purchased through her, but in return has racked up a sickening phone bill, numerous runs into TC to pick her fat drunken ass up, bought her way into theaters and clubs, bought her dinners, and numerous other things while he seemed to have no money for rent and bills, hmmmm........ We told him over and over how he was being used, didnt listen! Then she admits to banging other guys amd her ex many times, he flips and says she cheated on him (no relationship EVER according to her, so hows that cheatin? sorry boony), calls her a cunt and the whole nine yards. That was about a week ago, he was crying and all upset. Now he's talking to her on the phone again, and even practicly cried tonight that I not get on AOL so she could call him. Nice bitch I am I waited, she called, and now has left the house all pissy and depressed, said he didnt know where he was goin, leadin us to now........ I am so sick of the dramatization and damn soap opera going on, it makes me sick! I've lost both of my fucking parents and have had multitudes of other shit on my list and yet i am going strong (for the most part). One whore uses him and now the fucking world is comin down on him......... WELL, certainly do feel better now. Gotta work on my english now, since Boony kept me from getting online. Chao!