|Current mood:|| loved|
Oh man. life has been hectic. spring break was a blast.
I spent a lot of time with chris, but it went really fast. which kinda sucked, but all in all... it was good to spend some time with him. we had a lot of alone time. which made me feel better.
for some reason, i still can't believe that anyone would want to be with me. and i think to an extent i am pushing chris away. i don't mean to... i just do. i notice i try to pick fights sorta, not like arguments, but like... blah, i dunno what i meam. i just don't want to screw things up.
this guy is the world to me. and i can't imagine my life without him. he saved me. seriously.
since we have been together... i have seen a dramatic change in myself. for the better. he makes me feel worth everything. that i deserve only the best....
he is amazing.