Life is so short
I havn't had time to come and talk about my crazy life with school and stuff but I've made time tonight. A lot has happed this weekend that just shouldn't have happend. My family always seems to suffer at different rates and at different times but this weekend it really hit home. My cousin jason's dog Cookie died saturday night. He loved her soo much and I know what he is going through. I thought that would be the toughest thing for my family to go through cause well Elain John and Jason aren't the strong ones in the family in fact they are prolly the weakest though I still love them. If the death of cookie wasn't hard enought to take this isn't even plausable to swallow. My brother calls me monday morning and tells me that Carmen got hit by a car and she didn't make it. Who is carmen you may ask? Well she is my mothers cousin but she was the closest of my moms cousins to our family the tust-ramos clan. She took care of my brother when he was in Fresno and she befriended my mom even more in adulthood while everyone one else was too good for them. The toothless couple I called them but the funnest. We always sat with carmen and she always made us laugh and smile. She was such a joy to be around and now she is taken from us. I'm scared becasue one my mom has been really sick latly she almost passed out the other day and with this stress her blood sugar is really random really high I mean abnormally high and then low I just dont know what to do. She really doens't need anymore stress. I also dont want to take time off of school cause it is college and I dont want to fall behind but I know I will there is no way I'd miss Carmen's funeral for anything. I'm just sick of bad things happening to my family. Too many people and animals seem to die latly and it just isn't fair. I dont ever rember such a year full of death
two thousand four deaths door tears fall more and more hearts ache to the core cars manged by gore lives become tore between deaths door or to live life even more here in two thousand and four
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