chistmas
this christmas is going to be a very lonly christmas really in all reality.have no money for gifts so cant really xpect the nieces and nephews too be very happy for me and my moms not really doing any thing for christmas and if she was it would propably be tha same as every year .i havent felt so out of place during a holiday like this my wife well i just fucked that all up shes not xpecting nothing from me because she knows my shoretness of money hell shes the keeper of the green so i wont see here smile of joy while opening up her gifts so shes going to spend the christmas away from me witch if i had a way ill spend xmas away from me as well so dont blam her so what the hell being in a state of depresion during the holidays aint worth the fuck i should break down and get a case of beer and get shit faced i really wanted to do something specisl for my wife for christmas i think thats whats bothring me the most really its the hole idea of being a complete holiday reject so have a merry christmas
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