|Current mood:|| frustrated|
So when I went to work I ate like a cow once again. From the 5lbs I lost I ganied 4 back. Grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! I'm so damn mad!!! Then I start eating shit....I ate chicken, then some mac and cheese and a damn slice of pizza....I come home and there is a jar with candy so I had a piece. There goes my fast! I'm a failure. I'm never gonna be able to loose this weight. I'm gonna be this ugly person forever! Tomorrow I will fast....I will not have anything to eat at all....no matter how hungry I get......I can't be gaining....I have to loose!!!!!!