meh.....for some reason i suddenly got a feeling of overwhelming depression. i just had an epiphany that im like wasting my teenage years. i need a fucking change. a complete life overhaul. this whole time i've been afraid to really be "me" because i was scared that people wouldnt like "me". i know it sounds a bit cliche, but its the truth. you know what? starting now im going to change. junior year, you guys wont even know the person i am now anymore. and you'll probably be very happy, because even if y'all dont have the balls to say it, you wish i was different. well you guys will get your wish. im finally going to start being and acting like the real me, not acting about anything or covering up anything or pretending about stuff just to please people.
all have to say is hold on to your asses.