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RamoneCatsopolis (ramonec) wrote,
@ 2003-10-09 11:47:00
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    I feel really bad.
    Here is how it started Mitran and Natalie went on patrol with the new girl Elizabeth. During the patrol Mitran punched the head clean off a Vamp. This prompted Mitran to brag and boast for the rest of the evening and eventually erupted into a out and out fight in the trainnig room. Mitran while trying to land a punch on the slayer reveals his true feelings of resentment that Natalie after only a couple months by a quirk of fate is better at slaying demons than he will ever be.

    But before the fight mitran was doing push ups and asked me to sit on his back. I know that he can easlily do that but i was hurt that he had rebuffed my attentions so completely and even ignored my efforts to make him jealous that I magically altered my weight to make him lose a little face. well that part worked but that more than likely was the trigger that started the fight.

    I must make amends to Mitran some how.

    I fell even worse tho that i was unfaithful to the idea of mitran. Earlier that evening Natalie and I well... we were getting pretty hot and heavy and it hard to say how far things would have gone had we not been interupted. I feel bad not because it happened but... because i wanted it to happen. I have never been able to feel such a connection to a woman before but now things seem to have changed. But do i continue to pine for Mitran or do I persue a more intimate relationship with Natalie? What if the nightmares return...? I'm so confused.
    But still it is nice to have someone who actually cares if i live or die.

    oh yeah and there is some long banished warlock that wants to destroy all magic... ill have to look into that...


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